It Happens...

So i shall be totally honest

today started as one of those days 

  Blah....

Those days where you feel all wrong and just want to 

Curl up in a ball, hide from the world and most of all the monologue going on in my own head.

Nothing is going wrong... There is no major drama.. just lots of little things

No time, messy house, not organised, itchy arm, sticky arm, very tired, still sick, ENDO owww, fine fine stabby pain, Body image, fuzzz hair, monday again, didn't do what i should of this weekend, lose weight damn it, this belt pinches..

The fates have just aligned for me to feel like hell and my internal monologue is.. not constructive and definitely helping today or any day.

To quote one of my favorite books ever

I was on my way in to work this morning, with many thought rolling through my head. All related to how i am not good enough, why didn't you do this, your itchy, eghh tired, lose weight, are you even trying, try harder.. etc

This song came on and you know what it was just right, what i needed to hear..

 and i thought i would share it with you all..

Pink - Perfect

Reminding myself that...

No one is everything, everyone makes mistakes...

even if it is just giving in to the demons in your own head for a morning..

It happens and i am not the sum of all the little things that mount up at anytime. 

They are not who i am..

It's 2014....

and guess who's back

YAY

Well hello there lovely people... it has been a while..

After many things just getting a bit to much at the end of the year and a long time between holidays...

 I was completely exhausted, needed to prioritise

Something had to give.. well a few things did and the blog was one of them

Soo.. it is one of those things... life happens

it is now 2014

so I thought I would share with you some highlights of my very chilled holiday season and a few things I am seriously looking forward to in 2014..

My Christmas and New years break was so so needed and very very chilled

With pretty much all my gorgeous family being in other counties for Christmas and Mon Amour's family working. We decided to have little Christmas at home with my little family.

I decorated my whole house as usual

Ate lots of yummy food and got presents

& wonderful Skype chats with my lovely family overseas

New years was super quiet
Both Mon amour and i were poorly so we chilled at home and got our game on

And that was about it...

So what am i looking forward to in 2014 so far...

 - Meeting my new little Niece or Nephew.. My gorgeous sister Jess is having a baby YAY

you can follow her adventure at her awesome blog 'A Heart Full of Frost'

- Seeing, hugging and possibly never letting go of my beautiful sisters and their families who live in the US and Canada when we go to visit at the end of the year

- A White Christmas 

- More gaming adventures

- Having my new tattoo finished and then being able to officially show you all 

- something else with my look that is a secret...shhhhhhhh

- another year of adventures with my amazing man

and much much more..

It is a little late but,

Happy 2014 Beautiful people